For the most part, this will be a blogg following my mission to quit being so large, I've been living with this all my life, it's time for change. i need to learn to love my body, not regret it.
Starting weight: 320
Current weight: 319.5
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I WILL DO THIS no one can stop me. not even me.
So I haven’t been doing very good Lately. I’ve kind of gotten in this like depression rut.. And it mixed with some high anxiety from school as well as trying to do everything I m trying to do. So not only have I not been on here I haven’t been eating well or working out. In all honesty I don’t know when I’ll be back. I kind of need to work on my mental stability. So.. Sorry. I feel like I’m letting y’all down but Ill be back I promise.
i have the pina colada song stuck in my head and im really craving a smoothie. going to go shopping soon. im gona buy some more pinapple and maybe some coconut milk and get my blender from my moms.
Does playing with a skip it count as exercise?
i cant get the nasty dish washer taste out of my water bottle no matter how many times i wash it by hand.
ugh ive been really irregular with eating healthy and working out in the last 2 weeks ill eat great one day then eat shit the next and i keep telling myself im not going to get any where by doing that, but all in all today was a good day.