For the most part, this will be a blogg following my mission to quit being so large, I've been living with this all my life, it's time for change. i need to learn to love my body, not regret it.
Starting weight: 320
Current weight: 319.5
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height: 5'11
I WILL DO THIS no one can stop me. not even me.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
So I haven’t been doing very good Lately. I’ve kind of gotten in this like depression rut.. And it mixed with some high anxiety from school as well as trying to do everything I m trying to do. So not only have I not been on here I haven’t been eating well or working out. In all honesty I don’t know when I’ll be back. I kind of need to work on my mental stability. So.. Sorry. I feel like I’m letting y’all down but Ill be back I promise.
i have the pina colada song stuck in my head and im really craving a smoothie. going to go shopping soon. im gona buy some more pinapple and maybe some coconut milk and get my blender from my moms.
Today, I was visiting my parents and we went to the park to relax because of the nice weather.
As it turns out, a wedding was going on in the area, which isn’t uncommon for that park.I had my camera and was taking pictures of things and two little boys run over from the wedding ceremony, hand in hand and sit on the bench in front of me. I took a picture because it was just too adorable.
Next, they come closer to me, see my camera, and the one with the red hair says “Take a picture of me and my boyfriend!” and tries to get the other one to pose with him. I smile at the term, but don’t say anything, and take the picture.
I ask if they are with the wedding and they both nod, the redhead saying “Yes. And you know two boys can get married here now, too? Me and my boyfriend can get married.”
And I just thought it was so crazy and amazing that these two little boys were so open about themselves, even if it turns out later in their lives that they’re not gay, it’s still amazing.
The brown-haired one at one point took a pretty big spill on the pavement, and me and my parents ran over to see if he was okay, but had a scrape on his elbow. He said he was fine, and that his mom had a bandaid he could use, so his boyfriend kissed him on the mouth and held his hand, taking him over to where the adults in the wedding were.
It’s incredible how much things are changing and how open kids are able to be.
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30 Day Shred, lets do this!
Does playing with a skip it count as exercise?
Hi, there.
I’m wearing a shirt that reads “Kill Me”.
If you saw me at a party or on the street would you promptly murder me?
What about if I had a few drinks? What if I was walking alone at night?
I’m guessing that you wouldn’t if you’re a sane individual.
The cops wouldn’t overlook your crime because of what I’m wearing because that’s silly. I wasn’t literally asking for you to kill me based on my choice of clothing. Who would take that defense seriously?My friends wouldn’t blame me for being murdered and my killer would be behind bars almost instantly.
So, why is it okay to rape someone because they’re wearing revealing clothes? Why does THEIR choice of clothing excuse THEIR attacker?
It doesn’t. You’re silly if you think otherwise.
The less guilt on the attacker. The more guilt on victim.
Stop. Victim. Blaming.Reblogging this again because it’s perfect.
THIS.
That’s actually a really good idea but I don’t have any white vinegar :( hah
i cant get the nasty dish washer taste out of my water bottle no matter how many times i wash it by hand.
ugh ive been really irregular with eating healthy and working out in the last 2 weeks ill eat great one day then eat shit the next and i keep telling myself im not going to get any where by doing that, but all in all today was a good day.
Because you’re an amazing person, Rae.
My Mad Fat DiaryEpisode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6TW: ED, Self Harm, NSFW
reblogging for episode links <3
reblogging this since everyone keeps asking me!
must watch
Reblogging because it was fantastic. I couldn’t wait for it each week.
For later!!
